Job fairy and God

Dear Job Fairy,

It's almost THAT time of year again...where teachers are getting their stuff ready, classrooms set up, name tags written, first day of school activities flowing though their heads. I wrote to you last year during this time, and you didn't come through. You gave me lots of sub jobs before and after Jake which was great, but now I really need a full time job.
This will be my 3rd year subbing...and although it's been GREAT, especially with our newest edition....I would LOVE to put that BIOLA education and the teaching board on pintrest to use. ;)

Dear God,

I hate that I worry and worry every year during this time, frantically checking my mail and sending out resumes to schools hoping it will be my time to be a "real" teacher.
I hate that I'm not more grateful for the sub jobs you have provided for me. I just really would like a job, but you know that. You know my heart.
Please help me to be patient, content, and grateful for whatever happens in August/September.
If I sub another year, over take my heart and give me peace that this is what I'm supposed to be doing.


Job fairy- I wish you were real. God- i know you are. I need you now.