waiting...

I feel like a little, high school girl...patiently waiting for the phone to ring from that special "someone."

I had a job interview last Thursday and the principal said, "I'll try and let you guys know by Monday..."which, in my head, means Monday.

In my head..she never said TRY.

So, since I woke up this morning until right now, I am constantly checking my mail and making sure my phone is not on silent.

I have a feeling I'm not going to get the job. Why? Because I feel that if a teacher with 2 or even 1 year of in the classroom experience went up against me..someone who has been "just a sub" for the last 3 years.

I guess in my situation, its a win/win. If I get the job, HOORAY. If I don't, I get to sub and spend more time with Jake..HOORAY.

But I REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLY want this job.

So...here I sit at work. I think I looked at EVERY website on the internet to keep myself busy.

I know God has this all figured out. I just need to LET GO! (Which is SUPER hard btw)

Ill keep you posted.