In this section, i had a paragraph venting and complaining away at my life. I re-read it and found it to be pathetic and immature. Atleast I realized it sooner, rather than later. :)
"We must be willing to get rid of the life we had planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us." Joseph Campbell
mmm. I really like that quote. Think about it a bit.
On another note...here is the deal with the house.
First of all, Chase bank sucks. On Oct. 13,2009 we went in to Chase to apply for a loan. The lender who we were recommended to no longer did loans, so he gave us another lady. So...this "lady" took our information and started us out. As months went on...she was very unreliable and had horrible communication with us and our Realtor. She kept telling us everything was "fine" and going in the right direction. Well...last week we find out she totally screwed up our application and is no longer on our loan. We got another lender who had to fix our application and re-submit it. It has been thee longest 3 months of my life. So now...our loan was resubmitted..and we are waiting.
So there is the story. The hardest part is that I have mentally moved in and imagined the house being all done and ready. In reality, once we DO get the house...it will be a good 1.5-2 months before its livable.
blah blah blah.
The good news is that I am a lucky girl...regardless of all this crap that is going on in my life. There is always someone who is in a worse situation than I am.Life is not fair....i just need to deal with it now.
So...here is to dealing with life!!!!!!!!!
1 comment:
ugh....stuff like that can be so frustrating! Proud of you for working through the feelings and coming away with a positive, Christ-like attitude.And excited to hear about the house when it all gets done!
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