Mini Rant/Pathetic whining.

Warning: This post is a whine/vent. Don't read it if you don't wanna hear it.


You know the saying "Always a bridesmaid, never a bride." Well, this is how I feel (obviously not literally because I'm married.) I guess in my situation it would be more like "Always a substitute, never a teacher."

For the past two years, I've felt sad when September rolls around and I hear teachers talking about decorating their rooms, or getting supplies ready for the school year (or not to mention getting a steady pay check.)

I know its stupid, but when you go to school for 4.5 years, spend tons of money for this education...then have no where to use it, it gets kinda depressing.

Its nobodies fault but this dumb economy.

When I look at job postings, the requirements are usually "At least one year of experience required" or "Bilingual." I can't help the second requirement, but for the first... how the heck am I supposed to get a year of experience if no one will take a chance on me!?

Being a substitute is no walk in the park, let me tell you.

I try not to worry about it..because for the past 2 years I have been taken care of and God has provided...but its like, when is it going to be MY time. It always works out...God's timing is always perfect.

I guess sometimes I just need to vent.

wa wa wa cry me a river, I know. Someone call the WAAAmbulance. I'm done now.

thanks. I feel better now. :)